I keep a blog because I want to keep some memories. I keep a blog cos there are certain things that should be recorded, shared and remembered for. This blog ain't private, neither did i make it public. To view current entries, click readup. To view past entries, click on archive, then click on readup.
Wednesday, July 30 @ 9:34 pm
The Fisher Man
The Fisher Man (Luke 5 vs John 21)
Luke 5
Before Jesus' resurrection
vs 4 "Launched out into the deep"
vs 6 "Caught a great number of fish"
"net was breaking"
men called to become disciples
John 21
After Jesus' resurrection
vs 8 "not far from the land"
vs 6 Caught a "multitude of fish"
"they were not able to draw it(net) in"
Disciple called to be apostle
~~~~~~~~~What was the difference?~~~~~~~
Death // Resurrection.
Jesus' death brought about the death of all discouragement, despair, hopelessness, failure, negativity, disappointments.
Peter was broken and humbled in his heart, having to re-affirm/re-dedicate his loyalty/love/consecration to God.
~~~~~~~~~What was the difference?~~~~~~~
Life// Faith// Impartation // Empowerment
Only through Jesus' ascension to heaven could the Holy Spirit dwell in us, working within us to anoint/empower/guide/equip us for the calling to do God's will. Provision was given to be more productive, effective, excellent.
Man can now be closer to God's original intention.
Just as God is omnipotent, omnipresent, omniscient, Man can now be more powerful, better multi-taskers, wiser and knowledgeable.
~~~~~~~What made the difference?~~~~~~~~
John 21: 18 Most assuredly, I say to you, when you were younger, you girded yourself and walked where you wished; but when you are old, you will stretch out your hands, and another will gird you and carry you where you do not wish.
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"will You take all of me?" "I'LL TAKE."
"for all of You?" "yes."
Thank You.
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Tuesday, July 29 @ 2:50 pm
Snippety Zang
Snippety Zang
Zang Now
my fringe actually grew to my jaw bone already
but i realised i couldn't carry off long fringe.
no matter how i tried to part it well, use headbands, hair spray, pins, WHATEVER
how SAD! so
finally I did it on my own!
just all in the name of fun
very fearful initially
but so far good feedback
from those who've seen me already
pardon the whines and all, really felt nervous and had to talk to myself.
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Friday, July 25 @ 4:43 pm
Fashionspiration
Fashionspiration My favorite model - Lena from ViVi Magazine..
I'm gg to snip off my fringe to look like hers.
for those who have been checkin out my facebook
I've been dreaming and planning on
snipping my fringe off myself
i think about it too much that
it's gonna become reality soon
it's gonna be a bold move
but hey the risks are small..
hair can always grow again
watch this space
I'm gonna snip it off by Sat afternoon.
perhaps i'll put up a vid clip
so stay tuned
Tuesday, July 22 @ 6:41 pm
SingFest 2008 Tickets
SingFest 2008 Tickets
ALL SOLD!
i have 3 tickets to the 3 August Sunday Show
you can get to watch Alicia Keys, Pussy Cat Dolls, Jason Mraz
i can't make it due to compulsory school commitments
tickets are worth $150 each
anyone wants to buy @ a much discounted rate from me?
call 81800872
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Monday, July 14 @ 9:01 pm
Jigsaw
Jigsaw
Today Pastor Ming had us prophesy over ourselves I received some pieces, placed them together and I managed to grasp (more or less) a glimpse of my destiny in God.
i believe as we go on in the Walk little pieces will come into frame and year by year the sovereign plan He has for us will slowly unfold
these pieces help us align our life to the bigger picture
Oh, There are many things in my heart hopes, dreams and visions. Secrets of my life (future: near & far) that God has spoken. Like seeds planted in soil they will be 'hidden' until they come into fruition
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Today's lesson Summary: The Ministry of the Evangelist, Five-fold Ministry I
Master Communicator
Master Persuader
Master Preacher
Love for the lost
Anointing to move in the power of the HOLY SPIRIT
Temptations an Evangelist faces
A flippant mouth (prone to exaggeration/flattery)
Vanity (seeking to look good, dress loudly)
A high need for approval (words of affirmation, insecure, competitive)
Poor financial integrity
Friday, July 4 @ 2:03 am
Fatigue
Fatigue *not bad.. still looking decent.
I think my thresholds can be pushed further... I believe I will be more productive
BUT let me indulge a while...
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I have never been so so so so so tired.. to the point where i nearly passed out on my way home
for the first time in many years, my body was pushed to the max i had to pray even when taking the train and the bus for a seat because i couldn't stand straight
it was mind vs body
after 1.5 years of "no-vision-i-bum-around" lifestyle I know that this year is going to be a special one
God was right, He told me at the start of 2008 when I was praying for a vision that 2008 would be a year that would really STRETCH me and i actually wondered what could stretch me...
4 hours everyday last week 2 -6 hours on average this week
though i must admit... some of those lost hours were spent in vain watching movies, face-booking, msn-ing. oops. Aiyah.
2:02 am
The Man for Val
THE MAN FOR VAL
eeeks!!!
u know the guy i thought would suit val?
I just found out that the guy's attached!!
LOL and val was right, i can't find "mr right" for my friends, for NUTS.
sorrreeee ARH!~ i very pai sei now.
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ZANGOUT
//Read my soul
I am the total sum of my perceived experiences.
I am pretty much the people I love spend time with.
I am the result of decisions I made in life.
I am not who I am supposed to be until I am living a life of purpose.
I want to live my life, loving life and all it brings.
//FAV LIST
PERSONALITY: Sun Ho, Mariah Carey, Britney Spears
FLOWER VASES: Takuya Kimura, Lena Fujii, Won Bin, Lindsay Lohan, Olsen Twins, Carla Brunski, Vanessa Hudgens
GUT FILL: Chocolate, Peanut Butter, Fish, Pasta
TIME KILL: Chilling out with loved ones, quality conversation, chilling out.
CLANGDESTINE: Bossa*Nova, R*B, Classical
//2009 Directives
To Read More
To Think More
To Pray More
To Love More
2009 sees: Major transitions and milestones.
2009 sees: Rebuilding of a structure. Laying of groundwork.
But most importantly, A focus on faith, family and household, first before service to others.